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Start of something new [May. 27th, 2012|03:34 am]
Okay, it's 2:55 in the morning.
I'm gonna KO on my bed after i publish this post.
It has been such a long and tiring day (Sat). But you know what?
It's all worth it :)

Okay, i think i did mention in some other post that i was re-doing my room and whatnot.
After 5 months odd, it's finally done!
The room i'm having now is the room i've always dream of since last year.
But i didn't put my thoughts into actions last year cause i was trying to figure out what i 
really wanted and what goes best with my room.

Before. It was taken in early May.
So all those decorations were more or less up. Just waiting for my bed to come in.
I used to have a wooden bed frame. 
My helper helped me dismantle the old bed frame. 
I miss it already. It's been with me for idk how long but it contains loads of memories.
Okay what bullshit, haha! 
In the process.
My sister got her bed frame changed too. Yay, haha.
So spacious, i like.
New bed frame. It's leather.
What i really like about the frame is, i can store loads of things in underneath.
And no one will know unless i lift it up or something, haha.
Bought this from Paper Market. I love everything in there!
I wanna buy the whole shop down.
Anyway, i hang this on my door. I like this quote, a lot.
My birthday present from Jiayi last year.
Hang it behind my door. Whoever who pissed me off, your picture is going up there! Haha.
I like this part of my room best!
Not all my Polaroids are up though, heh.
My mum stuck the quote up for me :) So who's singing me to sleep tonight? 
Lalala~
I love those pictures above the windows. 
Take a closer look ;) C l o s e r.
Okay, my bed now.
I intend to get new bed sheets. But haha, i gotta see to it.
Can you see?
My mum stuck this up for me as well :) Aww.
Did this myself. Feel like getting a star or planet sticker to go along with this.
I guess planet will be better? OKAYOKAY, planes!!
Love of my life :)
Bear, okay. Haha.
The huge box below contains all those memorabilia stuff. From everyone. 
But i threw away loads of letters last year, haha. Reason being; we're no longer as close now and
not as if i'll re-read them. So bye, in the bin you go.

And if you did realise, my tops are hung in colour order.
Ya, i'm this particular. So future husband, please bear with me. And i hope you're as neat as
i am or i'd be so upset :( . 
AND YUP, i prefer wearing grey, white and black tops than the rest of the colours.
I like grey best!
I've no idea what to do with this plate my sis gave me. So yeah?
Oh the 11:11. I caught it twice today.
At i'll catch it at least once everyday. Are my wishes gonna come true?
I'd never get sick of eating the Potato Crisp, no idea why. Haha.

OKAYOKAY, i'm finally done with everything.
I threw away loads of things today. Everything is finally in place now. Can't wait to switch off my
lappy and lay on my bed! I'm so exhausted. Slept at 3am and woke up at 10.30am.
I guess i was too excited for the bed's arrival, heh.

Hmmm~ It's raining cats and dogs outside right now. 
Perfect weather to sleep in! But i hope the thunder has some mercy on me.
Don't clap too loud and wake me up. I need my beauty sleep~
Tmr is gonna be a long day too. Booo.

So glad that the hols finally arrives. Need to spend more time on my work i swear.
I'm thinking if i should work on and off but i don't know. Guess work comes first.

Now that my room is all done, i'm thinking if i should get a dog.
I'm THIS crazy. I've been wanting one for quite sometime alr. I don't know if i can
give it proper care though. BUT if i managed to get one, i promise i'll put it before anything and 
anyone else. I'll shower it with my tender loving care. Okay, that's IF i ever get a dog.
Doing lotsa researching and whatnot now. Well, shall see how it goes.
Goodnight~ X
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Q&A [May. 24th, 2012|10:59 pm]
Question: Have you ever noticed that the more special you treat someone,
the more that someone take you for granted? It's like they think you won't ever change. 
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Do you know [May. 24th, 2012|10:57 pm]
I'm that kind of person whereby if i'm texting 5 people,
i'd tell 4 of them i'm going to bed, just so i can spend the rest of the night
texting the one person, i prefer to text.
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Another Saturday, x [May. 21st, 2012|10:44 pm]
 

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Noodles eating competition! [May. 21st, 2012|10:39 pm]


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I made sushi! [May. 21st, 2012|10:34 pm]


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Fraction of your love fills the air [May. 21st, 2012|10:22 pm]
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Better than sex [May. 19th, 2012|10:29 pm]

Apart from reading, shopping is my favourite(st) thing to do.
One of the best days in Town! My favourite buy of the day is my Tribal bag!
If i could, i'd buy the whole shop down. Everything looks so good! 

My shopping list never ends but that's okay, hahaha.
My next shopping trip, i'd get a Swatch watch (i wanted it for the longest of time),
2 tops from the shop i bought my Tribal bag and maybe the red Vans bag.
Still choosing a Kate Spade wallet and Marc Jacobs cosmetic pouch. I just can't decide, haha.
AND a phone cover! It's hard to find the covers that i like for Blackberry 9900. 

On a lighter note, my new bed frame is coming next Saturday!
I can't wait! I've been wanting to get my bed frame changed since last year.
Once my bed frame arrives, my room is done. 
I took like 5 months to re-do the whole room! From re-painting to decorating to changing the 
furnitures. Ohmygod, i feel so happy :) 
Thinking of getting new bed sheets and curtains as well. 
Hmm~ Shall see how it goes. 
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Clueless [May. 16th, 2012|03:36 pm]

I only believe what i see and feel.
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A - Z Quiz [May. 14th, 2012|12:16 am]
Okay, super bored.

A – Accidents

01. Have you ever been in a car accident? 
- Nope.
02. Do you have a lot of scars?
- A few?
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone?
- NOPE.
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake?
- I don't think so. If i did, i'm truly sorry.
05. Where have you had stitches?
- No where.

B – Beauty

06. Do you consider yourself beautiful?
- No.
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? 
- Hmm.
08. Do you put on a lot of makeup?
- No, just eyeliner and eyeshadow sometimes.
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery?
- Cosmetic surgery, yes. Plastic surgery, hell no.
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful?
- Personality.

C – Consequences

11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for?
- A few days? Can't remember.
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion?
- I don't know.
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people?
- Yes and no?
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? 
- Ignoring me or leave me.
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do? 
- Too many.

D – Dealing

16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them?
- I'd show them my black face.
17. Name a time when you had to be strong: 
- About 2 months ago, when a friend passed away.
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? 
- No.
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react? 
- Idgaf, that's my forte.
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? 
- Yes, and it was so painful.

E – Experience

21. Have you ever had a job? 
- Yes.
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy so far?
- I think i've gone thru a lot emotionally.
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? 
- Somehow?
25. How old do you act?
- Depends on who i am with.

F – Family

26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? 
- Not really.
27. If you had to choose, family or friends?
- Family.
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything?
- Yup.
29. Do you have any siblings?
- Yes, one.
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members? 
- Often.

G – Growing

31. How tall are you? 
- 1.75m.
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? 
- Yup.
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? 
- I guess i am mature?
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50?
- Yes. It's not easy being an adult.
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? 
- Definitely.

H – Hope

36. Love – real or not?
- Real.
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist?
- Abit of both.
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way?
- I believe in all the above.
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive?
- Nope?
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying? 
- Myself.

I – Issues

41. Do you suffer from depression?
- Nope.
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability?
- Nope.
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex?
- Nope.
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? 
- No. Haha, it doesn't mean i'm lonely even if i'm alone though.
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away?
- Rarely. You only live ONCE eh.

J – Jokes

46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends:
- I don't know.
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh, or the other way around?
- It goes both ways to be honest.
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? 
- Yes.
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day!
- Hahahahah. "Magrulah!" Hahaha. Cute. 
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? 
- No? Haha.

K – Knowledge

51. The purpose of school:
- Education, usually.
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average?
- Average?
53. What was the highest grade you have received:
- Hmm.
54. What was your last average? 
- Huh.
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to study in school? 
- Literature?

L – Love

56. Are you currently in love? 
- What do you think?
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love?
- I guess.
58. Is love worth it? 
- In some forms.
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve
been dating for a few months? 
- Not really.
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word?
- It takes a lot, actually.

M – Money

61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round?
- Humanity makes the world go round.
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money?
- Above average.
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to?
- I'm saving up to buy the things i want :)
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to
marry & start a family with?
- None.
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 
- 6.5?

N – Naughty

66. Are you a virgin?
- Yes,
67. Have you done sexual things with someone you haven’t dated?
- Huh.
68. Do you know anybody you consider a slut?
- No.
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more? 
- Both.
70. Would you consider an orgy? 
- Huh??

O – Openness

71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone?
- Very very long.
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? 
- Can't describe.
73. Are you generally scared of confiding in people?
- Maybe?
74. When are you comfortable with different sexualities?
- Uh huh.
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them?
- Depends.

P – Positive

76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? 
- Huh.
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all?
- I don't know.
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic?
- Both.
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything?
- Yes.
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened
because of it? 
- Yeah.

Q – Questions

81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? 
- Figure it out myself first.
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about?
- Sometimes.
83. Do you think the government is truthful?
- Don't know.
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or
just let it go?
- I usually let it go.
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to?
- Dinosaurs.

R – Respect

86. How do you show respect?
- Good qns.
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them?
- Good qns.
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures?
- Yes.
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment?
- Don't know.
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness?
- Both. Depends.

S – School

91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into?
- Poly next year? I hope.
92. When will you graduate high school/college?
- This year,
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? 
- Get into a Poly.
94. Do you like or hate school?
- Love-hate.
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school?
- No.

T – Temptation

96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of
you said it was okay?
- I guess?
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? 
- No.
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? 
- In what way?
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love?
- -.-
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? 
- Depends?

U – Unique

102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? 
- Like what?
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces?
- Abit of the 3?
104. Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? 
- Casual drinking.
105. Your orientation?
- Like how?

V – Value

106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room?
- Burberry wallet.
107. If the money isn’t in the bank where is it? 
- In my wallet?
108. What is an object that you greatly value?
- Something, hahaha.
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab?
- That box.
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly
happen in the future? 
- It could be.

W – Wishes

111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? 
- Grandparents and parents to live long and stay healthy. Sister to be successful in future.
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? 
- Loved ones.
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them?
- I hope.
114. Have you ever had a wish come true?
- I guess :)
115. What is something you want right now?
- I don'y know,

Y – You

121. Are you more independent or social?
- Independent
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it?
- No?
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things?
- Maybe?
124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what
they go through in life?
- Both.
125. Do you think people are generally good?
- Yup.

Z – Zest

126. Are you currently happy with your life?
- Yup.
127. Do you enjoy strange food? 
- Like?
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it?
- Both!
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people?
- Yes!!
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? 
- Yes, what?

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